tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51313736905251242112011-08-02T03:38:45.547+07:00life goes on..e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.comBlogger301100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-42761554193566310392011-07-27T10:52:00.001+07:002011-07-27T10:52:53.655+07:00just test..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-4276155419356631039?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-17760271332695309542010-07-22T11:18:00.000+07:002010-07-22T11:19:04.602+07:00Setahun lebih sudah tak pernah menyentuh blog ini..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-1776027133269530954?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-19084633791457164532009-06-25T09:03:00.002+07:002009-06-25T09:07:26.134+07:00along this june, i haven't write anything here,<br />uhm because this month is so sweet maybe, hahaha...<br /><br />i have nothing to write and that's all :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-1908463379145716453?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-19678933778771545652009-05-13T15:09:00.002+07:002009-05-13T15:29:32.876+07:00adong ma sahalak na hutanda di dunia maya on na mandok tu au "unang loas sahalak jolma pe marnida lea tu ho, jadi unang mabiar ho mangulahon na di bagas roham"..<br /><br />mauliate ma bah..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-1967893377877154565?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-29901764982385480802009-04-29T09:57:00.002+07:002009-04-29T10:13:43.221+07:00'lapan anam-lapan anam.. geser ya dek, buk..' itulah teriakan sopir angkot(angkutan kota) di Medan yg tiap hari Q dengar. maklum, mobilitasQ ke kantor, ke kampus, ke rumah, n ke mana aja di seputaran Medan ini tetap setia dengan angkot :)<br /><br />Banyak hal yang Q temui di sana, plg seringnya siy nyebelin.. "palak awak :P"<br />bnyk amat penumpang angkot yang ga mau bergeser sedikit aja supaya penumpang lain bisa duduk[yah, walopun seperberapa dari bokong aja yg bisa duduk..] biasanya aq ngedumel dalam hati "rese niy orang, geser dikit napa biar yg lain bisa duduk? toh sama2 bayar ongkos..lagian namanya juga angkot, yah harus sempit2an dunkz.. kalo mw nyantai duduk sendiri, sana beli n naik mobil sendiri aja.."<br />kadang ni ya, walopun udah dibilangin 'mbak, tlg geser dunkz..' bisa lah pura2 ga dgr, g tw degh apa mreka tuli beneran..klu udh gitu, berlanjutlah dlm hatiQ "sombong kali pun ah, padahal sama-sama susahnya..sama-sama naik angkot. sok kali.sama-sama mau cepatnya, yah biar cepat geser dikit aja pun susahnya minta ampun"..<br /><br /> keknya hampir tiap hari degh aq ngedumel gitu liat tingkah penumpang tipe tuli n buta, takutnya siy lama2 tekanan darahQ yg rendah bisa lama-lama naik[ihhhh.. ga mau ah]..<br />kalo udah gini berangan-angan lah aq naik motor bepergian supaya cepat sampai tujuan n ga ketemu orang2 buli alias buta tuli.. tapi langsung degh dilema, "BUMI INI UDAH PANAS KALI.. <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">global warming</span> bok", sebisanya janganlah Q tambah parahnya dunia kita ini..<br /><br />yah, mau ga mau dan harus mau tetaplah aq naik 'lapan anam-lapan anam lagi', hehehe...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-2990176498238548080?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-29886063499289082412009-04-24T09:07:00.000+07:002009-04-24T09:08:50.260+07:00again and again i feel the same on this 2009 april 24th..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-2988606349928908241?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-30783381141858810942009-04-20T14:20:00.003+07:002009-04-20T14:33:53.078+07:00beberapa hari terakhir aq dengar lagu yang membuatQ bertanya 'segitunya kah?', yah walopun aq suka dengerinnya (but sebatas dgr lo, no hard feeling;> )<br /><br /><ul><li>tak lekang oleh waktu - kerispatih </li></ul>katanya rasa cinta si A ga akan berubah, bahkan oleh waktu, walopun si B itu milik orang lain.. (bisanya ya??)<br /><br /><ul><li>cintai aku - rossa</li></ul>si A rela terus disakiti asalkan si B akan kembali padanya.. (emank kalo dy cinta, bakalan tega nyakitin mulu, walopun akhirnya kembali?? aje gile..)<br /><br /><ul><li>cinta terlarang - the virgin</li></ul>si A minta kesempatan untuk hidup satu kali lagi hanya untuk bisa bersama si B.. (bukannya hidup cuma satu kali y??)<br /><br /><br />kata orang(ini katanya y..), itu bisa jadi karena cinta membuat akal sehat mereka terpaku pada satu orang, ya may be siy..<br />ah, tapi aq masih bingung "segitunya kah??"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-3078338114185881094?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-6807175821131885772009-04-03T15:51:00.001+07:002009-04-03T15:54:46.717+07:00just walk through it all...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-680717582113188577?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-54458060840363883762009-03-19T14:55:00.001+07:002009-03-19T14:58:08.244+07:00just want to write '..it's thursday..'<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-5445806084036388376?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-72044479071871323012009-02-24T11:43:00.003+07:002009-02-24T11:47:19.431+07:00where n when will be I found my dreams..<br /><br />i see another girl in the mirror, why does she???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-7204447907187132301?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-59524373431983672472009-02-21T11:30:00.002+07:002009-02-21T11:36:54.705+07:00kalo aja aq bisa lebih baik dari yang sekarang..<br />hiks.. hiks.. hiks..<br /><br /><br />kalo aja aq bisa milih jadi seperti apa..<br /><br /><br />ah, udah lah.. life goes on..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-5952437343198367247?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-37479192474812034852009-02-10T17:18:00.002+07:002009-02-10T17:35:47.803+07:00aq ga tw klu dy akn blg "aq ga suka kw minta tlg ma org lain, aq ga enak aplgi klu ga dekat ma mreka"... gdubrakkksss...<br /><br />jujur aq sakit hati dgn kalimat itu.. aq kn minta tlg ma tmnQ, org yg dkt dgnQ..<br />truz, aq lakuin ini semua krn aq ga mw dy sedih n emosi..<br />tpi ternyata aq salah, seharusnya aq ga minta tlg ma org lain..yawda lah...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-3747919247481203485?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-54639828632543205992009-02-09T14:29:00.001+07:002009-02-09T14:32:09.796+07:00it's mine so i'm free here... :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-5463982863254320599?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-6298338844351536662009-01-27T11:00:00.002+07:002009-01-27T11:02:47.842+07:00i never know that i should going on this situation..<br />i never hope for this, and i never know what will i have to face tomorrow..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-629833884435153666?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-43734518015787478632009-01-19T10:04:00.000+07:002009-01-19T10:07:30.757+07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LUguUXbaWdg/SXPuIYWDsuI/AAAAAAAAABo/D4vQixFQpok/s1600-h/P09-01-09_14.40.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_LUguUXbaWdg/SXPuIYWDsuI/AAAAAAAAABo/D4vQixFQpok/s320/P09-01-09_14.40.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5292835814831796962" border="0" /></a>just wanna show you my new...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-4373451801578747863?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-91761871269375213402009-01-13T12:13:00.001+07:002009-01-13T12:14:51.593+07:00this is my first note in this year..<br /><br /><br /><br />speechless...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-9176187126937521340?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-39042298704044247992008-12-20T09:27:00.001+07:002008-12-20T09:29:11.818+07:00uhm, there's no future here..<br />i'm looking for...<br /><br /><br />uhm...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-3904229870404424799?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-19112719342063839492008-12-15T14:54:00.002+07:002008-12-15T15:00:22.779+07:00kalo sebelum-sebelumnya aq nulis blog pake english(klu ceritanya singkat n english-nya ga sulit) dan indonesia(klu ceritainnya udah sulit bgt pake english).. maka kali ini aq mw 'mar-amangoi'...<br />'haccit nai ngingikku on...'<br />ternyata sakit gigi membuatQ benar2 ga berdaya, aq ga bisa makan, bahkan untuk ngomong pun maleessss.... hiks.... haccit nai inong :'(<br /><br />tangis ma jo au dah...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-1911271934206383949?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-92183882178737851922008-12-12T16:15:00.001+07:002008-12-12T16:16:59.467+07:00udah 2 minggu sejak selesai mid test aq ga jelas kuliah...<br />malas.....<br />urghhhh.....<br /><br /><br />gmn y?!?!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-9218388217873785192?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-16354625388764532282008-12-11T10:22:00.002+07:002008-12-11T10:31:16.246+07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LUguUXbaWdg/SUCJSjMTftI/AAAAAAAAABg/eDdpo2vy01Q/s1600-h/mama_bapak.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 260px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LUguUXbaWdg/SUCJSjMTftI/AAAAAAAAABg/eDdpo2vy01Q/s400/mama_bapak.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5278369715055722194" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-family: courier new;">this is my parent's pic..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-family: courier new;">this pic was taken at 1973 when they are young :)</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-family: courier new;">i love them so much...</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-1635462538876453228?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-12537607042450734892008-12-05T18:09:00.002+07:002008-12-05T18:12:17.019+07:00aq telah terbiasa dengan semua ini..<br />awalnya memang sulit,aq harus menahan sakit sendiri..<br />tapi kini semua udah bisa aq terima..<br />but, aq takut ini akan membawaq pada saat aq tak menginginkan semua lagi.. saat di mana aq tidak membutuhkan semua lagi.. saat itu..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-1253760704245073489?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-42060735890186022242008-12-02T16:51:00.002+07:002008-12-02T16:56:27.745+07:00bahagianya yaghz klu org2 terdekat kta punya visi yg sama dgn kta..<br />klu mreka punya orientasi yg sama dgn kta..<br />urghhh... sayangnya ntu hnya impian yg gk tw kpn terwujud or bakalan terwujud atw gk :'(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-4206073589018602224?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-69767194504557676262008-12-02T16:21:00.002+07:002008-12-02T16:26:06.404+07:00don't make me confuse please..<br />it's hard for me to decide the best way..<br />uhm, urghhhhhh....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-6976719450455767626?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-82802996906912215332008-12-01T15:06:00.002+07:002008-12-01T15:20:38.602+07:00my Jesus, you are my life, my strength, and my everything..<br />teach me and show me Your way, that I'll always be in You..<br /><br />mom, you are my soul..<br />dad, you are the biggest inspiration..<br />brothers, you are my true friends..<br />sister, you are the most beautiful flower..<br />nephews and nieces, you are the sweetheart..<br />i love you all, I miss our moments, and I do hope the best for us :)<br /><br />darling, you are the most special gift..<br />i do love you and the way you love me too :)<br /><br />thanks Jesus, for all the special I have..<br />give me a heart to be the special for them also..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-8280299690691221533?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-5848321509413155012008-12-01T14:46:00.002+07:002008-12-01T15:06:05.669+07:00there are some people that respect only to whom can give profit for them(money or social benefit)..<br />uhm, but I realize that almost people do that, isn't it?? yet the problem, I think, is how to minimize that, by start it in our self first..<br />a bit experience 'bout this.. I ever met people that only respect me if I can help or bring a benefit for them.. the bitter is some people just want to get the profit but never show their respect.. hahaha... that's it, I think.. coz I know that life goes on, n I know there are so many love I received from my family :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-584832150941315501?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-36735731186172992892008-11-29T12:30:00.001+07:002008-11-29T12:32:31.738+07:00time after time I realize that I love you so much, mom n dad :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-3673573118617299289?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-15363342740155992262008-11-26T14:32:00.004+07:002008-11-27T08:06:27.898+07:00fikiranQ melayang jauh entah ke mana.. eh, tiba-tiba singgah di pelabuhan sebuah telaga keruh yang bernama jika..<br />jika besok aq tidak punya kesempatan untuk bernafas(ini jika ya.. jika aq dipanggil malam ini), aq merasa aq belum pernah melakukan apa2 yang baik kepada orang lain, orang tua, saudara, teman, apalagi manusia lain(wah,kalo gitu aq takut dunkz)..tapi ketakutan tak cukup membuatQ berlayar dari telaga itu.. jika memang besok tak ada lagi udara buatQ,sepertinya tidak ada yang akan menangis dan kehilangan, kecuali ibu dan ayahQ tercinta.. eits, kalo gitu ga mau ah.. TuhanQ, berikan aq kesempatan untuk menyayangi ayah dan ibuQ lebih lagi dulu,Amin..<br />ternyata hanya kasih sayang mereka yang sanggup mendorongQ meninggalkan telaga keruh itu..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-1536334274015599226?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-59991040966777468512008-11-25T15:15:00.002+07:002008-11-25T15:35:05.366+07:00I have to realize that the girl I ever saw in my dreams is not me,<br />and I know these aren't my dreams..<br /><br />now I'm looking for another chance and waiting for the next season to leave all these things..<br />also, I'm trying to be brave.. this is the most difficult for me, but I'll try..<br />uhm, it reminds me to this song: "young girl don't cry, I'll be right here when your world starts to fall.. young girl it's alright your tears will dry you'll soon be free to fly"<br />ow, suck.. that's it..<br /><br />I'll continue to look and wait for :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-5999104096677746851?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-66946940773789823762008-11-24T11:01:00.002+07:002008-11-24T11:26:30.853+07:00this Monday 24th reminds me a little story 'bout love n life..<br />love that has been changed my life, and life that was changing by the love..<br /><br />i realize that life is such a school, there will so many things to learn till we have to leave this world..<br />every day we learn new things, and the learning process will shape our character(our mind and our attitude). but there's an important thing that almost be forgotten(even if by me my self), like Jesus have told us, to love His creature.. i just wanna say that everybody was equipped with the ability to love,the rest is our task :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-6694694077378982376?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5131373690525124211.post-48103024865507349572008-11-24T10:35:00.001+07:002008-11-24T10:36:22.051+07:00this is the first..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5131373690525124211-4810302486550734957?l=e-ruth.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>e-ruthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05279618185098777833noreply@blogger.com0