time after time..

time after time I realize that I love you so much, mom n dad :)

melayang..

fikiranQ melayang jauh entah ke mana.. eh, tiba-tiba singgah di pelabuhan sebuah telaga keruh yang bernama jika..
jika besok aq tidak punya kesempatan untuk bernafas(ini jika ya.. jika aq dipanggil malam ini), aq merasa aq belum pernah melakukan apa2 yang baik kepada orang lain, orang tua, saudara, teman, apalagi manusia lain(wah,kalo gitu aq takut dunkz)..tapi ketakutan tak cukup membuatQ berlayar dari telaga itu.. jika memang besok tak ada lagi udara buatQ,sepertinya tidak ada yang akan menangis dan kehilangan, kecuali ibu dan ayahQ tercinta.. eits, kalo gitu ga mau ah.. TuhanQ, berikan aq kesempatan untuk menyayangi ayah dan ibuQ lebih lagi dulu,Amin..
ternyata hanya kasih sayang mereka yang sanggup mendorongQ meninggalkan telaga keruh itu..

not me..

I have to realize that the girl I ever saw in my dreams is not me,
and I know these aren't my dreams..

now I'm looking for another chance and waiting for the next season to leave all these things..
also, I'm trying to be brave.. this is the most difficult for me, but I'll try..
uhm, it reminds me to this song: "young girl don't cry, I'll be right here when your world starts to fall.. young girl it's alright your tears will dry you'll soon be free to fly"
ow, suck.. that's it..

I'll continue to look and wait for :)

the 24th

this Monday 24th reminds me a little story 'bout love n life..
love that has been changed my life, and life that was changing by the love..

i realize that life is such a school, there will so many things to learn till we have to leave this world..
every day we learn new things, and the learning process will shape our character(our mind and our attitude). but there's an important thing that almost be forgotten(even if by me my self), like Jesus have told us, to love His creature.. i just wanna say that everybody was equipped with the ability to love,the rest is our task :)

the first

this is the first..